“I Dont Understand, But Thank You…”
- Poem I created a few months ago =).
You stopped me from departing this oh so dreadful terrifying world; I dont understand, but thank you.
You made known my selfishways & you made things clear to me with many difficult obstacles; I dont understand, but thank you.
I liked him & he liked me, and so we tried to create a connection, a premature imitation of real love, & you ended it before I caught what they called “deep innocent romance.” My heart ached for months; I dont understand, but thank you.
You bilt up confidence in me to stand up for what I believe in, but yet I was mentally tourtured & laughed at for it. I even fell shot many acquaintances here and there; I dont understand, but thank you.
I forget about you when my life seems comfortably satisfied, and then I tend to only need you and seek you when my life is at sake. I constantly disobey your commandments and I put your name in vain. You still passionatly wait for me, you still catch me when I fall, you tell me you love me as I ignore your call. Yet you died for all of this; despite the arrogance, despite the hate, and despite the ignorance. You courageously without a dout died for me. A nobody to some, just a girl to many. Bought with a price no one can ever amount to pay. You suffered, and I truly dont understand this, but thank you!
